※ 引述《NeVerEnouGh (魯呆)》之銘言：
: I am sorry to toyz.
我對toyz感到抱歉
: I have thought he is captain of my team until now.
我直到現在仍相信他是我們的隊長
: When i came to taiwan at first, i talked with him many times.
當我剛來到臺灣時，我曾和toyz聊過很多
: I hang out with him and was really friendly with him.
我和他一起出遊 跟他在一塊感到很和善
: I told him everything at that moment.
我們幾乎無話不談
: Also, I discussed with him about our team.
同時，我也和他一起討論我們的隊伍
: Then we fixed our problems.
然後我們一起解決自己的問題
: After coach left, i was trying to be coach. But i failed because i didn't
: make enough scrim.
當教練離開時，我嘗試去擔任這個位置，但我失敗了，我沒辦法去約足夠的團練
: Then he was trying to help me to make scrim. But its over job to player.
toyz也嘗試幫助我一起約團練，可是這對選手來說負擔太大了
: So we got people who can make scrim.
所以我們找了其他人來幫忙
: After this moments, our talk was less and less.
自從這時候開始 我們的交流就越來越少了
: I felt he is difficult to me.
我感覺toyz對我來說是個難題
: There was big barrier between me and him.
我們之間有沉重的擔子
: Then, i was upset at his saying on stream.
之後，我對於他在實況上的話感到生氣
: I posted about my feeling because i couldn't talk to him.
我PO出我的感受 因為我不知道怎麼和他說
: Then he said sorry to me and i accepted.
然後他向我道歉我也接受了
: But i still couldn't talk to him after that.
但即便如此 我之後還是無法和他正常溝通
: I knew our relationship had problems but it was hard to fix these for me.
我知道我們的友誼是有問題的但我卻難以去修復
: About our ban&pick, i discussed with toyz and dinter in hotel room.
關於我們的BP，我和toyz和丁特在旅館就有討論了
: We made ban&pick together. It was clear.
我們一起做了BP，這邊是OK的
: Main problem is that there was still barrier between me and toyz.
主要的問題還是我和toyz之間的尷尬
: After each match, i didn't talk a lot with him.
每個回合結束後，我和他都很少交流
: There were short talks like 'hey what we gonna ban?' , ' whats our
: compoistion? '.
只會有一些短暫交流 像是"我們要ban啥?""我們的組成是?"
: It was Q&A. It was not conversation.
那就只是個問答，並不是討論
: Before last match, he was talking with jj.
在最後一場比賽前，他和JJ正在討論
: So i was waiting for his ban&pick because i made some ban&pick in my room.
所以我正在等他的BP，因為我自己也有一些想法
: But i didn't talk to him because time was so short.
但我沒有跟他討論，因為時間真的太短了
: I believed him and didn't say my opinions.
我相信他而沒有說出自己的想法
: I had to talk to him or discuss with him.
我應該要跟toyz講或是討論
: After last match, i went to dinter and asked him "hey why we didn't pick
: thresh?".
在比賽的最後，我跑去找丁特並問他"嘿 為什麼我們不選瑟雷西?"
: Because i always talk with dinter after i felt difficult to toyz.
因為在和toyz有點僵後，我通常是去找丁特談
: I never think toyz is idiot.
我從不認為toyz是白癡
: He is the person who i can believe without asking.
他是我值得相信的男人，即便不用語言
: I think It happened because of my character.
我想這一切的原因是因為我的腳色
: I had to try to talk more when i felt barrier.
我應該在我有疙瘩時就要試著多溝通
: I was caring of myself .
我總是擔心著自己
: Although his seat is next to me in gaming house, i have been too far from him.
雖然他的位置就在我旁邊，但感覺還是距離他好遠
: I am so sorry, i wanted to make toyz champion again.
我感到抱歉，我想和toyz一起拿冠軍
: It was my dream.
這是我的夢
: I have been so honored to be with him.
我很榮幸能成為他的隊友
: Thank my captain.
謝謝你 我的隊長
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看來兩個人確實有心結而且難以化解
其實今天看了Toyz的直播後 再搭配這篇文滿感同深受的
因為我和我弟也是這樣的狀況
曾經因為小事情鬧翻
到現在已經六年了 沒辦法好好講話
即便我們其實已經沒那麼在意了 但就是難以跨出那一步
手足都如此了 更何況是語言不通的兩人？
以一個觀眾角度來看 當然希望他們能夠化解心結
這隊絕對是有潛力衝擊世界大賽的
但內部問題不解決 那一天不會到來
對於toyz是否退休 我覺得他要退我也是很贊成的
toyz自己也知道他不適合當隊長這職位 而且他在公司的角色
確實也造成了一些問題 這問題是難以解決的
如果現在有個台階讓他下 又何嘗不去走呢？