Re: [閒聊] OLLEH FB

作者: leolee49 (丹尼爾學長)   2015-08-18 21:49:27
※ 引述《NeVerEnouGh (魯呆)》之銘言:
: I am sorry to toyz.
: I have thought he is captain of my team until now.
: When i came to taiwan at first, i talked with him many times.
: I hang out with him and was really friendly with him.
: I told him everything at that moment.
: Also, I discussed with him about our team.
: Then we fixed our problems.
: After coach left, i was trying to be coach. But i failed because i didn't
: make enough scrim.
: Then he was trying to help me to make scrim. But its over job to player.
: So we got people who can make scrim.
: After this moments, our talk was less and less.
: I felt he is difficult to me.
: There was big barrier between me and him.
: Then, i was upset at his saying on stream.
: I posted about my feeling because i couldn't talk to him.
: Then he said sorry to me and i accepted.
: But i still couldn't talk to him after that.
: I knew our relationship had problems but it was hard to fix these for me.
: About our ban&pick, i discussed with toyz and dinter in hotel room.
: We made ban&pick together. It was clear.
: Main problem is that there was still barrier between me and toyz.
: After each match, i didn't talk a lot with him.
: There were short talks like 'hey what we gonna ban?' , ' whats our
: compoistion? '.
: It was Q&A. It was not conversation.
: Before last match, he was talking with jj.
: So i was waiting for his ban&pick because i made some ban&pick in my room.
: But i didn't talk to him because time was so short.
: I believed him and didn't say my opinions.
: I had to talk to him or discuss with him.
: After last match, i went to dinter and asked him "hey why we didn't pick
: thresh?".
: Because i always talk with dinter after i felt difficult to toyz.
: I never think toyz is idiot.
: He is the person who i can believe without asking.
: I think It happened because of my character.
: I had to try to talk more when i felt barrier.
: I was caring of myself .
: Although his seat is next to me in gaming house, i have been too far from him.
: I am so sorry, i wanted to make toyz champion again.
: It was my dream.
: I have been so honored to be with him.
: Thank my captain.
: https://www.facebook.com/jjoosunge?fref=nf
我對Toyz感到很抱歉,
即便現在我仍然將他當作我的隊長,
當我初到台灣,我跟他聊得很來,
我們會一起出去晃晃,我們很好,
那時候,我什麼是情都會跟他講,當然,
我也跟他討論我們的隊伍,教練離開以後,
我試著擔任教練,但我失敗了,因為我沒有參與到足夠的團練,
他也努力試著幫助我參加團練,但那其實已經超過一個選手該做的事情,
所以我們找了新的人來幫助我們進行團練,之後,我們就越來越少跟彼此聊聊天了,
我發現我們之間有到高牆隔著,後來,我對於他在實況上說的感到很難過,
我PO出了我的想法跟感受,因為我沒辦法跟他好好聊這件事,
後來,他跟我道歉,我也接受了,但即便如此,這件事之後我仍然無法跟他聊天。
我知道我們的關係友點問題,但對我來說,這問題已經難以補救。
我在飯店跟Toyz還有Dinter討論過關於我們的B/P,所以這部分是彼此很清楚的,
主要的問題在於我跟Toyz之間的鴻溝,即便每一局比賽之後,我們也甚少交談,
只有一些簡短的對話例如:等等要ban誰?我們要拿怎樣的組合?
(正確為composition)
但那是問與答,而不是交談。
在最後一場比賽前,他跟JJ在說話,而因為我在房間時做了一些B/P的選擇,所以我
在等他來告訴大家B/P的決策。
但因為時間緊迫,我沒有跟他討論到這點。
我相信他,所以我並沒有說出我的想法,我沒有覺得我必須要告訴他,或跟他討
論這件事情。
因為我對於跟Toyz聊天感到有點困難,而Dinter是一個我不用問就知道我可以完全
相信他的人,所以我總是與Dinter討論,所以最後一場比賽後,我去找Dinter,
想問問他為什麼我們最後不選瑟雷西?
我想問題是出我的個性吧,當我感到我們有些隔閡,我會試著盡量去多說些話,
我太在乎我自己了。
即便他練習室的位子就坐我的隔壁,但我卻覺得自己離他好遠好遠。
對不起,真的對不起,我很想幫助Toyz再此重登王位,這也是我的夢想,能跟他
同隊我也備感榮幸。
謝謝你,我的隊長。
有點超譯的部分還請多多包涵,感覺這樣看起來整體會比較順,口氣也比較合理。
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