There may be something you want quite passionately now, Leo.
In fact, you may want something so badly that it almost makes you ache
But that's not the best way to want something.
The best way to get something you want is to want it with joy, hopefulness,
If you apply negative things - such as neediness or painful longing -
the energy does not work in your favor.
Try reframing your desire, and you will get closer to what you want.