My works have been a downward spiral. One way or another, it’s gonna lead to
a bad ends. So much so that it’s about high time to plan my exit, which sho
uld have been done for a long while ago. I have been lazy and confused and th
erefore I suffer for the consequences.
My love life is about the same - plain and boring. My professional skills are
lame. Basically I’ve got nothing and always felt that I’m stucked eternal
ly in this black hole and never see the light at the end. Perhaps the only wa
y to happiness is to give myself a another try in order to flee away from this
hopeless state of mind if possible.