Since I figure out that the god doesn't like me.
My staying here is not his mercy or giving love or a relief for him.
I am totally awake from the dream of being loved by someone or being
politely welcomed.
I'm still trying to escape from here.
I miss all of the old scene and aquaintances in my hometown where
there is friendly person and greetings.
I remember that I am a college student who has so many treasures for
example happily hang out with freinds, chat, picnicking, etc.
However I don't find any treasures here.
The god doesn't love me and I have nothing to do with the god.
How could I stay here as a gadfly?
I don't like to be a jerk or being hated or being not welcomed.
But I still haven't come out with the way to escape from here?
How could I find the way to my hometwon?
A flight ticket? or anything else?