Tired, not because I don’t want it
I want it and I love
But what to do
When there is no trust in this at all
Beside telling you that I love you
I can’t say much more
You just don’t trust me and trust us
We are bound to be different from others
Barely because of the distance
I am willing to try and make this work
What upset me the most is that
You just don’t see it the way I do
You don’t want to try and you don’t want to trust
That phrase is what you use to protect yourself
It hurt me whenever you say it
You think it harmless
But that more harmful than anything you say
Then why, are we still here
You can call it an end if you ever want to
I will try as long as you still believe
But what you merely tells me, repeatedly
Is just, I am simply very replaceable
And you wouldn’t feel a difference whether I am there or not
I don’t know what you want
I don’t know many things