After hanging out with my friends for several hours, suddenly I feel maybe it'
s time for me to move on to another step. Those who I call friends are actua
lly not friends for me. For them, maybe they didn't want to show up tonight. W
hy didn't I just go straight home? Maybe I made some mistakes, but that helped
me see thought something. I am not one of them. I should get thought it quick
l
y. That should be the last time that I hang out with them. It is better for me
even them.