I am not necessarliy productive every single day. I woke up in the middle of a dream (which I forgot what it was about) and then I forced myself to get up. And throughout the rest of the day, I felt sleepy. A library lady kept coming to our study area watching if we were behaving well. It was like we were in a primary school where a teach kept an eye on us.
I hope I could spend more time to do the self-testing but I also need time to create flashcards. There are only 130 days left and now I am already anticipating the failure. I do not think I will have enough time to create and play ALL the flashcards. Besides, some questions are unable to to in the form of flashcard.
My trident study pillars are eat well, sleep well and exercise well. If I miss of anyone of these, I won't be able to study well. My calendar is bloacked with study time but I feel guilty for not being well-focused enough.
I also need more time to read Chinese and English articles but I just don't have enough time. I don't have enough time.