Depressed, unnoticed, frustrated, regretted, uncared, shouted inside my heart.
sad, angry, hate, mad, crazy, unhappy, suspicios, bad mood inside can't let it show.
Dark dark thought just like the lyrics:
If it help me walk away then it's what I need.
Can I leave now? I'm begging.
Can I stop acting? I'm fucking exhausted.
I want to leave, I want to leave, now, right now.
Can I? Shall I? May I?
Don't tell me I'm am fool, I'm stupid.
Yup,not joking, I'm consodering it serially.
But, I won't do it these years.
Don't worry about me.
Just let me pour it through.