today, the reason i think i have been through all these
tumult and obstables safe and sound and good is that in all ways,
whatsoever things go, i follow my feelings.
there are times where you get rebellious, feeling like dominating,
or controlling things, but remember, god made you a flesh, that reminds
you of your physical conditions, you are fine, and you never
want to fight against your sin, especially your own sin!
there are times when you feel like insanely hyper, where you feel
like you want to achieve all things all at once. but remember,
you are a spiritual animal as well as a physical animal, be absolutely
careful.
and finally, there are normal times, where you realise and feel
yourself. treasure those moments, because these moments define who
you are in heaven.
john 3:16 for god so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son,
that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.