I am preparing and training my English because I expect to join an
international company, a fully English environment. To be honest, I am very
doubting myself. Almost pass several months, yes, my English has a little
advance, but it has not a notable improvement. I have some frustration and
setback. I still use google to check my English post, every time. I even
doubt that is it right and worth to do learning English.
I got some penpal during this time for learning English. For sure, we writing
to each other in English. But actually, no one likes to be a trash can. Lots
of people prefer to hear a positive response.
Nowadays, today is July 14, and time flies pass half of the month. I am a
software developer, how to evaluate the time between learning English and
practice coding. Every day has no time to study more.
Resign too long makes people very anxious. Everyday met the same obstacle,
strait, and pressure. Just like a wish never reaches. Depressing. Every day
could not reach my target.
Do some exercise and workout could help me to lift my mind and spirit.
Remember this forgot another and this is a great brain training. Sometimes, I
only could rely on some encourage sentence to persist in my motivation. Every
day I wrote this sentence:
"I hated every minute of training. But I said, 'Don't quit. Suffer now and
live the rest of your life as a champion'."