※ 引述《Starblue999 (音域是啥...?? QWQ)》之銘言：
: The deapair is there.
: it exists truely.
: I tried so hard to get myself out of it.
: but you, bring me the deapair again.
: Why..??
: Can you tell me why...??
: To drive me to the despair,
: and keep reeminding me that there it is...
: What do you want for me?
: Do you know you are killing me inside...?!
In Catholic dispair is kind of challenge thing,
you go through it, and learn something out of it.
not in a smooth way though, always with strom and lightening.
godspeed.