Not until lately given a cold shoulder by old friends, I didn't realize
that things has been changing in every moment including friendships back
in the old day, which are used to be pure and with pleasure.
I just realized how society can alter people over these years.
Perhaps I changed as well althogh I never realizsed. The reality is that
I won't have and be able to maintain the same amount of closeness with good
old friends even someday when I am back to my precious old places.
No matter where I choose to go to in my future, this will absolutely be
a brand new journey that leads me to a totally different life , and I shouln't
feel any regrets for leaving any places in which I had good old days. All good
memory remains somewhere in my mind and also in others'. I should never
try to chase the life I was imagining in my dream. Adapt new things and people.
Adapt the new culture. Probably one day I will be back to visit those
in old days. I wouldn't expect too much from it. This is destined to happen.