白龍如是說。
不要回頭。
再怎麼回頭，都回不了美麗的過去的，
也只能錯過現在而已。
現在就算不如過往綺麗與閃閃發亮，
至少是現在的自己唯一能擁有的。
Let her go
https://youtu.be/sV1I4X7nKxk
Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow, and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day, you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast
Well, you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep
Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh, oh, mm, oh
And you let her go
Oh, oh, uh, uh
Well, you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
其實，我當年也知道自己幸福。
只是每個閃閃發光的時期，也都有它的陰影。
不，其實天堂年是包夾在兩個地獄年期間的。
山与谷，有過這麼一本書。
現在只能算是台地吧。
那麼或許比較平凡的當下，也有它專屬的光明。
譬如可愛貼心的少年少女，
還有默默護著自己的同事，
以及在特定時空交錯出的因緣。
只是一直沒能真正敞開地活在當下，
因為一直以隨時要滾蛋的過客魯蛇自居。
不論誰對我再好，我都知道，我不屬於這裡。
就像租賃來的房間，這也是從別人手裡借來的契約工作，
我們沒有相屬，你對我沒有承諾，我對你沒有交付。
或許就是因為這樣，
我現在特別迷戀深刻相屬的故事吧？！
你是想要我且只要我的，而我是你的且只屬於你的，
用靈魂在承諾。
今天反芻了太多過去，最幸福的與最混亂的，
sentimental kills，我沉浸在故事裡了。
就算那曾經是自己的當下，
現在也只是別人的過去而已。
在當下的十字路口，有的只有
此時、此地。
錯過了，所以想念。
但想念了，會錯過更多。
無論是再愛，再恨，再眷戀，再惆悵，
都回不去了。
那裡，那些，都像是上一輩子，
同一個靈魂但另一個軀殼的人的故事了。
她是我？我是她？
我知道是如此，但靈魂卻像是感覺到斷連了。