一直很喜歡卓別林在大獨裁者電影中最後的演說
I should like to help everyone if possible
We want to live by each other's happiness
但我好像都沒幫上身邊的人什麼
也沒幫身邊的人帶來快樂
we don't want to hate or despise one another
The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way
我有憎恨人嗎，好像也沒
事情會發生都有一定原因
自造業自承擔
Our knowledge has made us cynical
Our cleverness, hard and unkind
We think too much, and feel too little
我真的需要靜一靜
但一個人胡思亂想無助於事
專心在別的事上也只不過在拖時間罷了
其實我只是想打這句提醒自己 哈
We think too much, and feel too little
也難怪每天一直整理思緒
隔天起床又都亂成一團
心有雜念何不就趁機感受一下
不去執著前因後果
感受當下真實情緒
也許會比較快恢復憂鬱模式吧
不過偶交友恐懼症大概會再提高一個層級了
無所謂 i enjoy it