Sometimes.
A Life guard
As a lifeguard, there are going to be times when you'll see someone in trouble. You're going
to want to rush in there and do whatever you can to save them, but you have
to stop yourself. Because there are some people you can't save. Cause those
people will thrash and struggle, and try to take you down with them.
it is one thing to understand and agree that
I am a lost cause, I am those people,
aww how I hate those word "those people".
but it is another thing,
to be reminded of that over and over and over again..
I never like my self-destructive and self-loathing action
it remind me of my weaknesses
but lost cause are never meant to be saved
they are meant to be left behind.
Forget and bygone
Better place and a better world for everyone.