I feel better when I know that I can use economic sanctions.
But,everything have a "but".
When I see Ben's face,
when I see Mom feel down,
I don't know, I just feel something wrong.
That's like "I am the bad guy."
okay
Now I do really have no idea with what kind I am going to do.
I means,just in case,what if I am wrong?
我知道我並不欣賞媽媽的選擇，
我也知道我必須概括承受的很多，
但是在這個概括承受中，
有一部分的我是既得利益者，
我不應該將這些媽媽的付出視為理所當然。
I do really bother her,
and I can't pretend that is nothing.