Its really shame that I found out myself still
fxcking being so hatred.
It fucked up when I still remember those times.
就算
我說 就算斷尾求生超過五個月
我說 就算事情已經發生超過一年
it still bother me all the time.
oh, God
到底要如何才能擺脫這一切
I try really hard to get away from it.
But it seems to be worse no matter how hard I tried.
When those memeories accompany by those past things
such a movie, a song or even a nick name
will cause me into that depressed.
Its really sad to me.
Wish its just a another nightmare.