You may now feel that something you want is not in your destiny. You may
believe because of events that have occurred over time that you are just
not meant to have something you want. Therefore, why bother to do anything
but allow the wave of life to take you where it will? For one thing,
Moonchild, you have free will. Although the stars may place certain
elements along your path, it is totally up to you what you do with them.
Don't give up on a hopeful endeavor. Your will and tenacity are strong,
and if you keep trying, you will succeed.